I don't even know how to begin. I was reading a blog today that just broke my heart. I want to do something so badly for these families but don't know what and don't have the resources. I have prayed to God for guidance on this issue because I want to help, just don't know how. It's always hard when somebody is sick and dying, but when it's children, that's a whole different story. It doesn't seem fair! You just have to know that God does have a plan, we're just not sure what it is yet.
Also, I went to a dance at my old school I used to teach at. Alot of those children are in need and I feel that by moving to my new school, I abandoned them. I do know that I was unhappy at my old school and felt burdened by the problems that alot of the kids had and the issues I had to deal with on a daily basis. At my new school, I actually (don't tell anybody) enjoy it, for the most part. I know that you are probably confused right now by this post and that's okay, I just needed to vent.
Anderson is GREAT!! He slept through the night the past 2 nights! Yipeee Anderson!
Saturday, January 24, 2009
I don't know if I can take it...
Posted by Susannah at 12:33 PM
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yay big boy!!!
once you become a mom, all things change. you feel for everyone...every child because you are a mom, every parent because you are a parent. i have also discovered how much more of a "burden" it is when you have had the NICU experience. (my friend who had twins said she thinks they should have something called post traumatic NICU disorder!!) pitch in with the local footprints. all any of these families really need is continued prayer. that is absolutely the most we could ever do. and that goes for your old students too!
the lady in charge said there was a minor snag, but would get with us in a couple of weeks. i am SO excited!
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