Heavy on my heart

As I go from day to day. I find that I worry about well Richard Carlson put it best, the small stuff. I worry if Anderson doesn't eat all of his food or if he wakes up in the middle of the night or cries for no reason or countless other little worries. Today, Adam, Anderson and I went to the reunion Christmas NICU (Neonatal Intensive Care Unit) party. If you don't know, Anderson was in NICU for 6 days after he was born. I had him 1 month early and had an emergency c-section and didn't even get to hold him or kiss him after he was delivered.

I feel that I was sent to that party for a reason, to give back. I encountered the Footprints Ministry lady, who her non-profit organization was so kind to give us a bag with gift card, disposable camera, scent blanket, bible and poem in it when Anderson was in NICU. I began reading their blog and really want to get involved in their ministry to the NICU babies.

We have so much and are SO BLESSED to have Anderson happy and healthy. I always felt guilty in NICU because Anderson was healthy (he just had wet lungs was jaundiced and wouldn't eat too much) and I would look around at all of the babies who weighed 2 and 3 lbs.

Please consider giving a donation or even your time if you live around somewhere that has a ministry like Footprints Ministry. You can go to http://www.nicufootprints.blogspot.com/. It was a life saver for us. I remember sitting at home after the first day I had to leave my child in the hospital, crying uncontrollaby and opening the bag that Footprints had given to us. I remember feeling a peace when I read the bible verses that had been provided. Oh, my God had come to me in my darkest hour! There is HOPE!

Thank you God for our wonderful baby and I continue to pray for those parents who are or have experienced the same thing.

I prayed for this child, and the Lord has granted me what I asked of him." (1 Samuel 1:27)